I have mixed feelings about 2015. I went into it knowing I had great things ahead with Hayley and agility. However, I knew this was the year my dad would cease to live at home. It’s now March, and we are dealing with that right now. It’s hard. I have to disconnect emotionally, to a degree, to process things and to figure out best options for him.
Agility has been a therapy for me. A release. It’s going great and Hayley and I got to compete at Westminster this year. THAT was a crazy experience. She’s running well and I’m so excited for upcoming trials.
So I sit here with a lot of conflict… happiness / excitement – anxiousness – sadness – stress. I also feel like I’m falling short in other areas of my life, so there is work to be done to get some things back to a better place. I hope 2015 will end with many things resolved… with peace.